Who is not longing for happiness? For undisturbed peace, tranquility,
carefree ecstasy, when everything looks bright, our heart burst out singing,
and we love the entire world? Most of
the time –however- it is not granted to us. We yearn for happiness, we crave
for it, and we tend to think of it as some state to be achieved some time in
the future. "I will be happy when I have realized this or that dream of
mine." "When I am rich and have no financial problems, I will be
happy." "When everybody loves me the way I like it, I will be
happy."–these are the obstacles in my way towards happiness.
You set up an objective, and you say: "When I have achieved that objective, I will be fully happy." You drive and you strive, you do your best to be successful; and when you have finally arrived at your goal at the price of a lot of hard work, toiling and suffering, you are happy for a brief period: "Success! I have finally done it! I have accomplished it". You are pleased, you allow yourself to enjoy the success.
You set up an objective, and you say: "When I have achieved that objective, I will be fully happy." You drive and you strive, you do your best to be successful; and when you have finally arrived at your goal at the price of a lot of hard work, toiling and suffering, you are happy for a brief period: "Success! I have finally done it! I have accomplished it". You are pleased, you allow yourself to enjoy the success.
You notice the sparkling sunshine,
you hear the call of the birds, enjoy the beauty of the colorful flowers, you
fully rejoice about the beauty of life. "Oh, how wonderful things are now!,"
you tell yourself. This state of undisturbed pleasure, however, does not last
long. Doubt arises: "Oh, isn’t it going to go wrong soon? This pleasure
will be over one day… What if..?" And the machinery of the mind starts
working again. You think, you are afraid, or you set up new objectives. The
sweet pleasure is gone, and you are in the state of suffering again.








